Where have I been and what have I been doing?

I have been wasting my time that's what I have been doing. I have been doing things that do not contribute at all to my development as a human being by this I mean doing pointless things like: playing halo 3 online(this does nothing to develop anything at all), gears of war? I don't really like these games that much. I should play RPG's that is what I love to do and they contribute to my creativity and adding to my ideas, seriously you can't lose with them ^^.

So yeah I'm selling an Xbox 360 if anyone wants.

Having realized that I don't care much for playing xbox online I decided to develop my brain and started watching many documentaries. I always considered myself an agnostic but now I am sure that God is not real. Sure you may shun me for this statement but I do not care if you do I have done the research, have opened up my eyes and I must say I don't feel any less "good" or morally deprived. On the contrary now I can see more clearly just how wrong religion really is and how it can divide us and make people do stupid things(Twin Towers anyone?). Perhaps now I can worry about the important things in life instead of worrying about what's gonna happen to me when I die(you die and that is it).

Now I am even more motivated to do something with my life, I want to live a productive life and contribute to the society after all we are all the same species of animals ^^

Also do not judge me because of my decision religious people are very deluded(specially Christians) and tend to be very judgmental when you do not agree with them. I am a very nice person even more so than some Christians only difference is that instead of attributing why the sun comes out every morning to the work of a God I decide to understand that it is because our earth is spinning on its own axis that we are able to experience the sunrise every morning; not just this but many other forces contribute, that we have been able to discover through science.

I don't really know what to write... A long time has passed since I've been around these parts I guess what I want to is say that I'm hoping to be back since now I have to develop my creative side again. You get caught up into the stuff your friends are doing and you lose yourself trying to fit in but, I say to hell with it I'll be true to myself.

I Love my ハニーバニー(Hani Bani-) Zuri!

Random... But I do Love her oh so very much...